Friday, February 27, 2009
haizx... i dun noe y... but always in the nite i tend to be more emo... YYYYY!!!!!!!!!.... i wan to noe y too... nth better to do?... alot of time to anyhow think?... no money become emo?... y im keepin myself at home... one very gd reason is... i really got no money to go out?... so dun go out wont spend?.... so alot of time to spend thinking bout stuff?.... fuck fuck fuck... haizx... i dun noe wad im doin with my life already... YISMYLIFESOSADDIST... haizx... ppl celebrate their bdae happy... with frens... family... hav fun... but somehow mine always turn up in a disaster... someone ask me wad to give a gal for bdae... in the past maybe i will just sae something to them... but now... i look back... i nv really thought of wad present i wan... but it has always been getting one for myself... there is once to the extend of me buyin a cake on my own for myself... somehow over the years... i got used to it?... of being alone?... i oso got used to entertain myself most of the time... coz im always ignored or invinsible... like a shadow... its there but nobody gives a dam bout it.. n i think i got used to it too... ppl enjoy christmas/valentine with frens... me.... self entertain... just find something to do... LOL... funny rite... i think it is... its saddist.. but i noe its not the worst... ppl in other countries hav even bigger problems... somehow i lost confidence in myself already.... when i need a listening ear... there is no one... when i need a shoulder... there is no one... somehow its always hav been me only... n my teddy... wan to noe all my secrets? wan to noe how much ive cried?... ask teddy... its the only FREN i noe tat hav been with me for years... n he wont leave me... i guess im really just mad... crazy... stupid... wadever term there is... i love really tat hard to find?.... i guess... =P.... if not i will be one happy ass hole already... n im tired of being the 'happy' me.. the one always lauging... the one always smiling.. its tiring.. especially when im so not in the mood... but i guess the 'happy' me is the better 'me' for now... all i can do is to look happy... =P
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