Thursday, April 27, 2006

harlo... blog a bit siao... haha... previously wanted to blog... but the post couldnt been post... haha... but nvm... now can liao... exams r like goin to start on fri... arh!!! haha... but i cant stand myself... still being so slackish... shi jie keep saeing im those ppl who r like not stress... haha... tats like not true... yup... i just like to slack... so i look as if i not stress... haha... todae had 2 quick e maths test... haha... yay!!! i scored quite ok... haha... but it was easy lar... everyone in class scored like high... than a maths... todae is like once in a lifetime man... tat lim bey bey lesson feels dam short n not boring... n todae so call she told us a joke... haha... todae was quite relax... juliana lesson is like the worse lar... haha... kana sent out of class... coz i didnt noe must do summary points... so i didnt do lar... than when go in she said " i dun wan to waste my breath on u" coz when we go in she will check the work... than she will sae something... so tat was wad she sae to me... haha... im such a loser... lol... my mum just showed me my phone bill for last month... haha... it exceded so much lar... frm like 13+ to 53+... haha... than mum nag at me... but i hav learn to take things easy... so easy... haha... haizx... i feel tat my additude sux... in doin hw n stuff tat need to be serious... but for being happy... it is gd... lol... even sad oso must look happy... than one will feel happy too... haha... nvm... im mad... lol... kk... goin to eat dinner already... tata...

10:00 AM

Monday, April 24, 2006

haizx... i really dun noe wad to sae... but y is ppl spamming my blog... haizx... i dun care if ppl sae stuff bout me tat is true... but i cant stand ppl who sae stuff bout me tat is not true... i dun noe... but i feel tat this world is scary... u will nv noe whether the next thing u noe... ure gd fren toks bad bout u behind of u... act nice in front of u... i feel tat everyone is wearing a mask... i admit i wear a mask too.. at times... when i dun feel like being myself... it tiring at times just being ureself... but it is even more tired being not ureself... its hard to understand ppl... it is not nice to love... it hurts so much... tat my heart is bleeding... it is not only bleeding but crying... it hurts so much than i just wanna die... haizx... tokin bout this is nv gd... lalala... im mad... i wan to be mad... so i dun need to think bout u... lalala... im at woodbridge... YAY!!!... haha... tml still got sch... sian... it is like hell just goin to sch... haizx... hw not done...

2:33 PM

2:32 PM

2:30 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

hmm... wad im i doin here???... too long not here already... lazy to blog... dun really noe wad to blog too... haizx... can just sae on thing... seriously nth has been goin smoothly for me... in sch n out... too many things happen at the same time... not long ago just broke up... than after tat hav been hearing lots of stuff... stuff tat i dun wan to hear too... but wad to do... just take everything... just listen... yup... now bout sch... full of rubbish... my grades are totally dropping... arh!!!... dun noe wad to do... keep getting scolded... i cant stand sch anymore... cant stand every thing... haizx... i need a break from eveything... too tired already... hw n hw... lots of hw... oh... just remembered i haven do my ss yet... must remember to do later... later kana scolded tml... haizx... than tml got two test sian... my brain just doesnt wan to work already... not anymore... im seriously sick n tired of everything... sometimes i just wonder... wonder bout stuff... tat actually doesnt really matters... it doesnt matter to anyone... but it matter alot to me... haizx... i think i should stop here... still hav hw to complete...

12:25 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

yesterdae started out like super nice... than at like 11 plus... everything change... i was like super piss... nvm... tok bout the nice things first... woke up at 10 plus... was super lazy... than msg yingting... coz suppose to go buy project stuff... yup... so slack around until they plan the timing than i leave house... after buyin the stuff... we went to church... me yingting n tricia... i feel tat it is fun lar... the songs r like cool... haha... the message sent was oso gd... yup... than went dinner with the church ppl... the all super siao de lar... haha... all very funny... lol... yup... than went walk walk... than went times... the guy were reading some dun noe wad book" why do men hav nipples"... is like grose lar... ahha... than we gals look at places books... after tat went to tcc to get a drink... sat there a while than had to go.. if not too late already... left there bout 10.50pm... haha... than on the way home heard some fuckin news... some irritating person go sae something bout me tat is not true at all... fuck her man... wads her problem lar... nth is goin right for me... i dun wan to live already... i love u so much but wad... it ended like tat... i dun noe already... i dun noe wad to do... i really wonder... am i tat bad... tat no one "like" me... y must ppl sae nasty things bout me... n they r so not ture... if it is true... i take it... but they r not true... haizx...

5:18 AM

Friday, April 14, 2006

haizx... todae isnt a gd dae too... gd scolded in the morning... i knew i was in the wrong... so i didnt like tok back... i feel very disappointed in myself too... nth goes rite... yup... n i cried so easily is not really coz ms ros scold me... her was 30%... the other 70% is due to another reason... :'( ... im sad... so wad... anyway... started the dae wrong already... but i still tried to put a smile in everything i do... i think im mad... i dun wanna laugh... i dun wanna smile... but i just cant stop... coz i dun wan to cry or look sad more... so... i feel as if i look like an idiot... i dun wanna laugh or smile... my heart is bleeding, cryin... it is the opposite of wad im showing... even if i cry... proberly would be under my blanket... but there is nth i can do... ive lost control my emotions... maybe being wad im now is better... lookin happy... haha... being mad... yupp... so back to sch... had chem after tat... did experiments... it was fun... but i so stupidly broke a test tube... arh!!! coz we were handleling with alkali... n the r like super soapy lar... yup... than the test tube just slip off my hand... n broke... at tat moment ... i felt as tat was my heart... broke into pieces... than went for recess... than had geo... ms chan again took our gy lesson for geo... but it didnt really matter todae... coz i wasnt in the mood for anything anyway... than had eng... MSJ let us watch "the others" ... it like so nice lar... but we only had half n hour of lesson todae only... so sad... than had a maths... lim bey bey came... n yingting was like "gals take out ure notes"... n do u noe wad... tat was wad lim bey bey said... lol... tat it like wad she always sae... haha... than had chinese... first time im really into doin the work... i dun noe y... but yup... i did... than end of sch... than went to study with cassi n tricia... but tricia had to do some stuff first... so my cassi went to eat n than started walkin around the sch... haha... went to class... than went down again... we were just practically just walkin around... haha... than at last went back to canteen to do our work... but den... a few 3/5 gals were celebrating for ms ng... coz todae is her last dae... yupp... they bought cake n at first they were eating it... than later... they started throwing the cake at each other... haha... it was like cake fight... haha... in the end.. ms ng n flora was the worse... haha... the had like cream all over them... haha... yupp... n ms ng clothes were all dirty... than ms ng became our sch student again... haha... yup... so me n tricia continued studyin... than later... we went home... lol... than im here... typin crapp... haha... kk... so tats all todae... n i think 13 is just not a gd number for me...

10:49 AM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

hmm... todae is just isnt the dae for me... got some news todae... dun wanna sae wad it is... than in the morning had a maths lesson... during std test period... is like she got very little lesson like tat... after tat had chinese... had to do the presentation thingy... was still ok... i didnt sae anything... haha... than had geo... slack dam alot... ms chan keep lookin at me... than i look at her back... was so hungry... couldnt wait for recess... than ate n drink as usual with yingting, cassi n wing yan... than had eng... yay!!! we watch the movie... but we didnt get to watch the full show... the starting is like dam crapp lar... they show a house.... than... suddenly a person sreams... is like the very first time... it shocked all of us... haha... tats all for eng... than for a maths... bored... as usual... than yingting, li-anne n me... were like eating peanuts all the time... than had e maths after tat... we continued to eat... haha... than ms owen was so nice lar... she came n gave us cookie... oh man it is like dam nice of her lar... than ate the cookie n peanuts... haha... than end of sch... yay!!!... but the three of us had tummy ach... haha... must be becoz of too many peanuts... haha... than was waiting for tuition to start... more of waiting for liane... haha... than yingting n cassi came to my house to play with my cats n dog... than we folded heart n stars with straws... lol... yup... after tat went for tuition at doby gaut... at a 'church'... tat place was ok lar... but the ppl there r like dam nice lar... they r so friendly... haha... n there is this guy's laptop tat is like super cool lar... haha... todae tuition was more of like self study... haha... but i didnt really matter... than went dinner with liane n after tat went home... the train frm doby gaut to city hall was still ok... but the train to bedok... was so so so pack... everyone was like pushing n pushin... than there is one man dam cool man... lean on me... so irritating lar... the train was like fully packed till kemebangan than a bit more space... got down... went home... than here online... recieve a news... haizx... anyway... todae is so not my dae... tats all...

12:47 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hmm... todae didnt really start out well... was late for sch... the bell rang when i was at the traffic light... arh!!! than after tat went to sch... n was like only one min late... n like everyone was not settled down lar... but im already counted as late... dam piss... than after tat went to join my class... than didnt see my toilet mate[mavis]... wanted to go walk walk... haha... i read my eng magazine coz i didnt hav the chinese material... but no one cares... so who cares... haha... after tat had pc... pc was ok... ms owen came to teach us bout stuff... todae is her last dae i think... yup... kinda sad... she is nice... lol.. had recess than eng... eng was okok... ohh!!!... we watch some ghost show... to write some para thingy... but the show was exciting though... hope we can get to watch the full show... than had bio... omg... the whole lab stinks... than the bench tat i was usin... the basin was choke... n the smell wasnt nice... like DUH... but we still had to continue with the experiment... after everything... i dun noe y but just felt like clearing the basin... n i did unclog it... yay!!!... haha... n after tat my hand stink... was like washing with the soap... makin sure no more funny smell... yup... than we were already running late of time... n our next lesson was SS... than me n huang chi... dun noe y... we felt like running... so out of the bio lab... we started running... haha... but who noes tat a lim was so angry with our class... she scolded us said tat we were late... blah blah blah... is like HELLO... not as if we dun noe... everyone already ran up lor... n u noe wad she said... there was some of u walking... is like WTF lar... wads her problem... than at first no one owned up tat they were strolling... coz u noe y... a lim expect us to run once we r out of the bio lab... is like who does tat... than she was so piss tat she left the class... than after a while... she came back with our files n wks... gave it out than she sae... im givin u all one more chance... still no one wans to owned up... so almost our whole class stand up... than she said some ppl name n "scolded" them... than after tat one case closed... as we r suppose to hand in our file like dun noe when... than some ppl didnt hand in n she start nagging again... in total of one hour lesson... we only had 5 mins of lesson... so cool[roll eye]... than had physics... mrs teo came to sit in... me, ying ting n li-anne... as usual... we were like snacking on food... physics was still ok lar... n i really did listen during his lesson todae... not becoz mrs teo was here... just felt like listening... lol... after all lessons... had 5 items... yay!!! im happy... i pass all... haha... i just past incline n shutter run... cant believe tat this year my 2.4 improve but my 5 items drop like hell... hmm... next year shall try better... yup... didnt really see u todae[:'( ]... went home... was so tired... haha... wanted to sleep but in the end didnt... haha... anyway end here... need to go do hw already... sian...

11:52 AM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

this used to be my very old blog... left it aside... n now im usin it again ... after changing all the templete n stuff... hmm... im still thinking whether i should put music or not... anyway... i think this like like so call my best blog so far... haha... n i did every single thing on my own... yay!!!... haha... last time ppl used to help me... but this time... no one at all... tml havin 5 items.. i scared i will fail my incline pull-ups... arh!!! i totally cant do it at all... n this time must do 3 to pass... haizx... tml sure die de... haha... got back 2.4 result todae... so piss lar... i got 14.24... than 14.20 is A lor... n i got B... so irritating lar... but anyway... try harder next year... it is so weird... i thought it is like already 10 plus goin to 11... but who noes... its only 9plus... oh man... i already so tired... n i haven do my hw yet... tats the best part... haha... todae had a maths test... so unfair lar... all the classes all not todae.. only our class todae... 3/7 suppose to take the test... but their teacher not here todae... but anyway.... the test was still ok lar... just tat i hope i didnt remember the formulars wrongly... haha... anyway... i realised tat my grades hav all drop like mad... so many other ppl beat me in maths... arh!!! ... not tryin to be proud lar... but my maths is like the best subject among the rest... but now it is nowhere too... haha... hmm... must really buck up already... hmm... todae is like the first time i was listening to chem lesson [after mr ali took over]... i was at least partially hearing wad he was saeing... yay!!! im really starting to listen during lesson... yippee... i dun noe y but im just high todae... haha... todae was like so relaxing lar... but i feel bad... for not handin in my chinese compo again... hehe... hmm... dun noe when im goin to do... sian... hav to do SS first... tml MUST hand in already... sian... hmm... i shall try listening to mr queck lesson tml... i nv really listen during his lesson before... always slacking... hmm... so i shall try tml... n hope tat tml my mood would be in a gd mood... hmm... todae oso help cleaning with CO props rm... than tiffany found some old old wood thingy... than meloy went to open it... it was like some old wood plank thingy... haha... than melody threw it away... coz it was old n dirty... haha... n broken... after tat we were like slacking... clearing up at the same time... than saw lots of ppl running in the hall[shutter run]... its like super funny for one particular person... haha... "a lump of fats" LOL... she was like bouncing to the line n back... haha... act like she run dam nice... WADEVER!!!... haha... kinda cant wait for tml... actually not really... im scared for SS... haha... anyway... HW TIME...

12:36 PM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Monday, April 24, 2006

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Friday, April 14, 2006

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Welcome!

the BABE?! ♥

HER AUDIENCES ♥

RHYTHM ♥

THE JUDGES ♥

PAST ♥

APPLAUSE ♥